May mga bagay na hindi na dapat pinagpipilitan pa. May mga bagay na hindi talaga meant to be na mangyare, may mahal ka pero hanggang dun na lang. Mahal niyo isa’t isa pero hindi siya yung nakalaan para sayo. Hindi lahat ng bagay napag uusapan ng maayos dahil ayaw niyo ng lumala, ayaw niyong masaktan yung isa’t isa. Natatakot kayo. May mga bagay na hanggang dito na lang talaga kahit anong pilit mo pa.

// Worthless.//

Pinakinggan ko yung Clarity kanina na Acoustic cover. Bigla akong naiyak. Medyo nakakalungkot na wala palang taong pinaglaban ako. Yung naduwag dahil ayaw akong masaktan, may naduwag kasi ayaw akong madamay sa problema nila. Hindi ba pwedeng “Mahal kita at…” Hindi yung “Mahal kita pero…”? Kaso, lintek wala eh. PURO NALANG MAHAL KITA PERO… Hindi ba ako yung worth na ipaglaban? Saklap lang. Haha. Lintek na buhay to.

Nung tinype ko yung Happy Birthday, cake yung bumagsak. Nung tinype ko yung I miss you, star naman yung bumagsak, tapos bigla kong tinype yung Sinungaling, bat gnun walang bumagsak? Inaasahan ko pa naman sana yung muka mo.

// Or maybe…//

Or maybe i woke up to my senses that I deserve someone better. Someone who’s willing to fight for me. Someone who’s proud to have me. Someone who’s going to tell me directly that he’s afraid to lose me, and tell me he loves me. Someone who’ll make a way to talk to me and protect me as well. Or maybe, I’m just not ready at all.

“Sometimes, to ignore is the best way to pretend that you are not affected from the things you sight-of that hurts you secretly.”
- Via Twitter